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Well, we were damm tight during our performance at HomeClub(Julz:how many fingers tight? Me:haha, could hardly fit one). Haha. Julie wasn't there cause she couldn't go out and she needed to lay low for awhil =X Don't worry sayang, 12July coming!!!

Oh guys, as you all know, this 12 July is a big day for DOM and PTB cause we're playing with One Buck Short at the skate park. YES, IN THE MIDDLE OF SKATE PARK. Oh and the best part is, it's free!!! So bring your mum and dad and aunty, your dog, your cat, your childern, your grand children, their children and their grandchildren.

Today was alright, went to the kenduri late but still got FOOD. We had a short PTB meeting just now and I headed home. The MRT stopped awfully long at Bugis so in the end, I ended up taking taxi from Pasir Ris to my house.

"okay, $5.40"

"aiya uncle, I only got $5 ah"

*smiles "Ok la, go la, go la"

Thanks alot uncle taxi.

I cannot wait for tomorrow, meeting Juls at GP. Like finally. I miss her like laughing pandas on pogo sticks. I feel so bad that I didn't layan her much today because of my stupid schedule. Oh tomorrow's dad's birthday. God, this is really tiring. Honey's probably sleeping soundly by now.

I LOVE YOU JULIE *kisses






Hey, I was doing my individual assignment for Nursing Management and I was thinking and this is what I wrote, reasons why I wanna become an Edocrine Nurse:
"I’ll be working in a clinic, which means I will be working office hours therefore, I will be able to return home and spend the evenings and nights with my wife and children."

Julie has been really stressed lately and I've been trying my best to be there for her. But sometimes, it's best if you leave a person alone to do some reflection. I'm really worried. Cause since she is stressed, it's affecting her health. She has not been eating right so yea, I'm worried. I love her alot and I would want the best for her but you cannot control eveything and when this happens, the best thing to do is just be there for her.

She told me the sweetest thing in the world. Her plan was to tell me that she's not going for my gig, suprise me by turning up and giving me a red rose, hug and kiss me onstage. But because of certain conditions, I guess it can't work out.

Don't worry honey, I'll still love you just as much as I always do. It is the thought that counts. =)






I'm sick
I missed my presentation today
I missed my jamming session
I miss Julie






THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO JULIE



This is the girl that I fell in love with
This is the girl that made me happy
This is the girl that I enjoy spending time with
This is the girl that I love to disturb
This is the girl that is my every reason
This is the girl that light up the dark
This is the girl that I dun mind letting her anger on me
This is the girl that falls perfectly into my arms
This is the girl that made me fly
This is the girl that never fail to suprise me
This is the girl that I care for
This is the girl that is my girlfriend
This is the girl that I'm grateful for

Well, where should I start? hmmmm.... When we first saw each other, we were like "She looks like a poser." "He is bloody arrogant"
Then some how, I went up to her and asked "Hey do you go for local gigs? Well my band is performing this 3rd may and you can check us out on myspace." and she said "Did you just talk to me because you wanted to promote your band?"

Man, haha, so from that day, we like totally avoided each other, until we somehow started talking again, most probably something random. Then one day I asked her, "where do you live" and she said "eunos" so I was like "really? eh, wait for me la, can take 154 back home,I live in the east as well."

Inside the bus I was like asking her if she's single and she said she was, so I was joking along saying "so does that make me one of your choices?" and she took it seriously. She practically avoided me for the next few days or weeks.

After awhile, we were in talking terms again. I actually find her to be very unique at the same time very deep. That's when I intro her to Arina, so now were are great friends.

One find day, I met up with Julie while waiting for Pam to finish her practical exam. She did this one thing to spark up the whole thing. She rested her head on my shoulder. I swear it was one of the sweetest moment in life. The next thing you know, we were like hugging and cuddling in playing terms.

Then came the esplinade thingy. We were with Arina and Pam at the esplinade, slacking apparently, it was Arina's bestfriend, Fate's birthday. Then Julie said "Zee, I'm not your girlfriend but I love being pampered." at this point we both understood and reminded ourselves that there were no strings attached. I didn't wanna get hurt and lose a friend and neither did she. Coicedentally, we met Fate and Arina and Pam went off first and Fate and her friend left shortly after that.

Julie and I ended up cuddling again. I asked her "confused about life huh?" and she was like "how did you know?" then she sat up. She was dizzy and I held on to her. "Zee, I'm not gonna defroggiefy you today. Wait until my birthday, if I can resist." then guess who got defroggiefied?

Julie and I were fighting our own battle inside, telling us that we are just friends and lets no waste it all away and just have fun. One day Julie was contemplating weather she wanted me or not. She ended up "you know what? I don't want any more guys, that includes you Zee, so friends?" and I said "friends" but secretly inside, I felt crushed, I dunnoe why. Aren't we just friends? We are not even a couple. I met Arina and I'm not gonna lie, I cried. So did Julie. Ironically on that day, everything fell into place. We fell in love for unknown reasons.

I felt this mysterious force of attraction towards her and I'm sure that she felt it too. I guess this is the way that GOD wanted it to be because we've both tried keeping away from each other, we tried resisting each other and we even tried throwing it all away BUT some way or another, it fell into place. I guess that's how it was ment to be. A week or so later, me and Julie got together.

Never have I before me a girl who fell perfectly into my arms



Zee&Julie
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Hey, today was alright..... I went to meet Hanis at Vivo before we headed to Homeclub, we got the show running and I bought something small for Julie

Today, I pissed Julie off pretty bad because silly me, I got confused between Alexandra and St. Andrews, I really should get more details next time, I am sooooo sorry sayang. But as all of you reading this blog be my witness, I'l make it up to you Julie, I promise, I swear, pinky swear.

So, I'm writing a post and dedicating it to Julie






Meet our daughter, HolyFate



and our son WilAiden



Me and Juls did this wierd but cool thing, we bought bears and name them as our future sons & daughters and treat and take care of them as if they are real. I mean it's a couple thing, like when couples always bath together or do gardening together or like from my mum and dad, the always go mosque together. So yea, this is our lil thing and for those of you guys who are planning to say this is lame or merepek, fuck you, you're jealous, go do some lil thing with your partner

Oh guys, did you know there's a post for Fannie(my ex) cause she is like the coolest girl in the world? go check it out!

http://www.grotesquecomplexity.blogspot.com/

and Juls, I love you baby! good one =)






oh guess what happened today....

my ex commented on my Jul's photo

"zomg somebody is trying to be ms audrey kitching lmao"

firstly the "zomg" and "lmao" irritates the fuck outta me, if others were to use it, it's fine but if she uses it, it just shows that her capacity to use proper english is like the size of MJ's balls,(keep in mind he reaches high notes; small)

Oh and did I mention she ENVYS Juls cause she knows she sucks, BIG TIME.

oh oh oh, bby is famous now. hahaha ily =)

I'm meeting Juls tomorrow, hehe, can't wait. Another 27mins to tomorrow. oh and guess what? I'm waking up early tomorrow (WOW!!!!)






Hey guys, haha, I went out with Julie after FYP today, went to meet Sean aka Tupai or Tups. Haha, Juls took some pic, I think these 3 are great



awwww so sweet haha, this one was kinda of a candid cause I nearly fell over



haha,ooooo and I love this one, Julies eyes are so mesmerising *drools



haha, I had fun today, oh and thanks to Tupai for letting me borrow his effects
and always, Julie for being there for me, ILY =)






Coke Zero, Mr & Mrs





haha, cute? ILY =)






Hey, I went to do the stupid FYP thingy in the morning, met bby at 12.30, went to airport terminal 3, haha, had lots of fun walking around and i met some of her friends and co-workers, nice people. haha, I was really a "jakon" when going on the sky train. OOOO there's a new hotel there, hmmmm. Then we went back to eunos and we played wrist bands. God I'm thirsty and we ran out of water. Grrrrr, oh well

Love you baby =)






Hey, I'm blogging early today cause I'm sleeping early, by 11pm. Eh, it's an achievement okay? haha, all because I promise, I sweared and I pinky sweared that I won't stay up late tonight. So I'll update everybody on another day.

For the time being, a note to Miss Knickerless: I know you're desperate, jelous and immature but you don't have to msg me like that. People are trying to sleep for crying out loud, we have lives, we contribute to society.

I LOVE YOU JULIE!!!






Dear God,

I thank you and I am very greatful for someone like Julie,

I don't know how long we will last,

But I cherish every single moment spent,

When we first met, we didn't want each other,

But somehow, even after trying so hard,

We just can't help it,

I feel the mystical force that brings us together,

And I know she feels it too,

When other people see the darkness in us,

I see the light,

When she is not talking,

I can sense that there are a thousand words being shared to me,

Maybe it's your way of showing us that we are ment to be together,

I don't know,

And I have faith that whatever happens,

It's ment to be that way,

Because I leaving it all to you,

I don't care anymore,

I just want to be happy from now on,

With my friends and DOM,

And ultimately, With Julie,

And now I'm saying out my feelings,

Nobody has ever made me feel this loved before,

Nobody has ever proved me wrong when I say that love does not exist,

Nobody has ever understood me fully,

Nobody has ever looked past my self-image,

Nobody has ever thought about me everyday,

Nobody has ever set such a special connectiong between us,

Nobody except for Julie,

And I'm not ashame to admit it,

I love Julie,

Thank you GOD








Name: IKIN
Birthday: 26th September (same as arina)

About her:
This particualar maknenek is my childhood and bestfriend. We been through shit together. We've been through countless bands together and we're now in the same band. Thats right, Down One Mile. She is the rythm guitarist and lead vocals for this band. I like to distrub her just to irritate the fuck outta her, hahaha, Kuntel. But in the end, everybody loves kin, eh kin?

Waaa, today was super tiring again. We were too tired for the morning set at 11am so we jackass our way through and did the 2pm slot. Ok, kin went off with hadi and I followed abang toy and the rest. (oh btw, abang toy is hanis, go disturb him) went to long johns to eat. From there, I followed hanis jamming while lee went off to scape and huda and atikah went somewhere. Hanis was like, "eh you can fill in for us?" so yea, they played 3 covers which I didn't play and filled in for their 2 originals "Nicole" and another I cannot remember and My Friends Over You by New Found Glory.

Ok so we went down to clarke quay right, they got into the set, HOWEVER,the mic suddenly got cut off during the 2nd song. Apparently, some
STUPID pub did NOT APPRECIATE any form of art. So yea, we had to stop halfway, poor hanis, he had some plans for the next song but yea.

We headed to scape to meet lee and gang, we came just in time for Plainsunset's Find A Way. So yea, after that, I went home

Julie is going to malacca tomorrow, I'm gonna miss her like penguins belly dancing. Love you!






Tagged by: Julie

1. How are you feeling?
- totally beat

2. Have you ever faked sick?
- Well, I faked losing my voice once cause I was too lazy to play in the stupid school band

3. Have you ever cried for a guy?
- No, I'm a guy to start of with and I'm straight

4. Who was the last person you couldn't take you eyes off of?
- Julie because the world revolves around us

5. Have you ever been drunk?
- hehe

6. What's the farthest you've ever gone on a dare?
- lying down in the middle of a traffice junction at 4am in the freaking morning

7. What is your full name?
- Muhammad Fauzee Abubakar

8. Have you ever been in a car accident?
- yeap

9. How old were you when you received you first kiss?
- sweet 16

10. Who was your first kiss?
- Hid

11. What is your favourite sport to play?
- Is sleeping a sport?

12. Have you ever made a prank phone call?
- hahaha, yea, man, I have never seen my friend freak out so bad

13. Is there anything that you have done that you regret?
- I don't think so

14. Do you believe in love at the first sight?
- Gimme waffles

15. Do you believe in karma?
- Yea, somehow, it balances things out

16. How would you describe yourself?
- one of a kind ;)

17. Who was your first boyfriend/girlfriend?
- Nadia

18. What is the longest crush/relationship you ever had?
- Wana, somehow that stung real bad, whatever

19. What is your greatest weakness?
- sometimes, I'm too knd

20. Do you get along with your family?
- We are in talking terms at least

21. Would you ever get a tattoo?
- no way

22. Who makes you laugh?
- Julie and gang, DOM! haha, mcmpow! AIYA!!! haha

23. If you could change anything about yourself, what would you change?
- I'm happy with my self =)

24. What would you want to accomplish before leaving this earth?
- Rockstar *dreams haha

25. List 5 ways of what Love is to you.
- Being there when you need her
- Loves you back
- Makes you fly
- Understanding
- Chemistry

Remove one question from the above and add in your personal question. Tag 7 people. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them at their tagboard that they've been tagged.








Name: Pemela
Birthday: 7th march

About Pam:
Lets see, she is very kental, haha pam, pam. She is pretty, still single. Julie's best friend. She likes to act cute in taking photograph. Oh and Julie and Pam love to camwhore, and I mean really camwhore. She sometimes talk alot of sense, better than me =P and has a better sense of direction compared to mine.

OMG, Julie lost her hp =(
and I'm gonna miss texting random messages to her. I really hope she is alright.
OOOOO
DOM is playing a live set tomorrow, I cannot wait. Btw, Im wearing the bony shirt. =)
I LOVE JULIE








Name: Arina Stars
Birthdate: 26th September ^^v
*lets not put the obivious*

Lets see, she has short temper, VERY short temper, but still, my godsis =) She helps me out with promoting gigs and bands in the local scene. Oh, sometimes I accidentally irritate the fuck outta her, but still, thinks go back to normal. Oh, she contacts with alot of big time people, and I mean BIG. Did I mentioned that she loves to sing too? Oh and she is really really good. Done sessions at SAC before. Oh and she did a lovely acoustic cover for Shooting Stars! Hahah, Starina

Ok, today was crazy, DOM had an acoustic set outside Heeren for somethinggood, trying to get people to donate to Make-A-Wish foundation (please donate!) It's a foundation whereby kids are dying of terminal ilnesses and the least we can do is to make their wish come true by donating and with the funds, they can have just 1 thing that they want in life before they return to god. I mean, personally, I feel really crushed about this and when I performed both the 1 hour slot for the day, I still wanted to continue on. Just to get people's attention so they can donate, even if it's 10 cents. Sometimes, we tend to take life for granted. I mean, just because you're fit doesn't mean you won't die the next day. I somehow know how these kids feel cause I myself have a desease, not a fatal one, but it can be controlled. But these kids, gosh, what can I say? I'm just speechless, they don't worry about life, about problems. If I were them right now and I have a wish, I would wish to be HAPPY and spend as much time with _____________[Fill in the blanks]and all of my dearest friends that are super important to me.

I'm also trying to make these kids happy, so for those of you that don't go to ochard, please stop by this week and donate, even if it's just alittle bit. It makes a difference, a good time to do that is to come during DOM's set, you can check it out at www.myspace.com/downonemile
It'll either be outside Heeren or Wheelock Place






Hey guys!!! This little princess has been bugging me to write up a post about her and just her. haha. ok here goes.



Name: Julie Scary
Birthdate :9th July (must buy presents!!!!)
Gender: Female

About her:
She is a loud and very fun person to hang out with. She is a sweetheart but like a freaking princess. hehe. Can I say that she is kental in her own way? haha. everytime she tries to be "minah" but ends up looking kental. hehe. =P She listens to everything from softcore to hardcore \m/. Sense of fashion to kill for, which I find very very unique thank you. Oh and she is short, but that makes her cute =)

Well I dunnoe whatelse to say, Arina! Pam! Dun worry, I'll do one for you guys too aite? =)






1) At what age do you wish to marry?
23? 25?

2) How many children do you want?
2? maybe 3

3) What I want the most now?
a pedal board

4) What are your future plans?
finish school, NS, work, Degree, get married, have kids, watch them grow, die

5) If you can have 1 more dream to come true, what will it be?
Nah, I'm happy with my life now

6) What are you afraid to lose now?
Friends and all of those that i care for

7) Which is worse, sarcasm or honesty?
sarcasm

8) From the first letter of your name, what would the letter best describe you?
F, hmmmmm, facinating?

9) Love is overrated.. Your views?
everyone knows there's no such thing as love

10) What are the requirements that you wish from other half?
Refer to my blog intro, hehe

11) Which type of person you hate most?
BACKSTABBERS

12) Do you cherish every single of your friendship?
Of course, eh kin?

13) Do you believe in God?
Yes and i'm leaving my fate in his hands

14) What do you think is most important thing in your life?
morals and values and a heart

15) Do you find it necessary for you to have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
boyfriend/girlfriend is just a status, what matters more is the connection between the two individual

16) If your were to own a guitar, what colour would it be?
RED!!!! haha, my guitar has character *winks*

17) What kind of friend do you hope to be in your friends' eyes?
somone reliable and that he/she is able to confide in

18) If you have a change, which part of your character would you like to change?
My upper body size.

19) If you're feeling low one day, who will you go to?
You know who, eh kin?

20) If there was one thing that you would like to say to a certain someone, what would it be?
I know you want me to want you, I want to

Instructions:Remove one question from above, and add in your personal question to make it a total of 20 questions. Then tag 8 people in your links them out at the end of the post. Notify them through their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.






Today's the gig. Lots of expectations and lots of hype going on. Honestly, I'm scarred to swing my guitar. Hahaha. Ok next,

DOWN ONE MILE MADE IT THROUGH THE AUDITIONS!!!!!! We're going be playing at Ochard Road soon baybeh!!!!

This week was really draining the life outta me. Thank god for today's "break", although I know that I should be studying for my common test. AH, screw that. Arina's going tomorrow, hopefully. I really wish Pam and Little Miss Princess would come too.

Honestly, I'm going on with the flow this time. I'm tired of trying and end up getting broken over and over again. So god, please listen to my prayer. If it's fated, it's fated. You can't help falling for someone when that someone is worth it. When you can feel the connection and the world revolves around you when you're with her. When you see the good part of her while others see the bad. When you don't even need to ask her to know she want's you too and I know she is scared of losing sombody and having another person hating her for the rest of her life the same way as I am. Please open her heart up and realise everything will be okay, cause this time I'm leaving it all to you to make or to break. So god, if we're fated, I'll be grateful and if it's not, please make it as little pain as possible.

"I know you want me to want you, I want to."
Three Cheers For Five Years, Mayday Parade.






Katie dont cry i know
you're tryin your hardest
and the hardest part is letting
go of the nights we shared
O'calla is calling
and you know its haunting but compared
to your eyes, nothing shines quite as bright
and when we look to the sky
it's not mine but i want it so

let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(i know he's there and) you're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room he stares)I'll bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor and ask my girl to dance
she'll say yes

because these words were never easier
for me to say or her to second guess
but i guess
that i can live without you but
without you I'll be miserable at best

you're all that I hoped I'd find
in every single way
and everything i would give
is everything you couldn't take
cause nothing feels like home
you're a thousand miles away
and the hardest part of living is just
taking breaths to stay
cause i know i'm good for something i just
haven't found it yet
when i need it

so, lets not pretend like you're alone tonight
(i know he's there and) you're probably hangin out and makin eyes
(while across the room he stares) I'll bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor and ask my girl to dance
she'll say yes

because these words were never easier
for me to say or her to second guess
but i guess
that i can live without you but
without you I'll be miserable at best

and this will be the first time in a week that I'll talk to you, and I can't speak
its been three whole days since I've had sleep
cause i dream of his lips on your cheek
and i got the point that i should leave you alone
but we both know that I'm not that strong
and...
i miss the lips that made me fly

so, lets not pretend like you're alone tonight
(i know he's there and) you're probably hangin out and makin eyes
(while across the room he stares) I'll bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor and ask my girl to dance
she'll say yes

because these words were never easier
for me to say or her to second guess
but i guess
that i can live without you but
without you I'll be miserable
i can live without you but
without you I'll be miserable
i can live without you but
ohhh
without you I'll be miserable at best

-Miserable At Best , Mayday Parade

Name; Zee SkinnyFries
Gender: Male
Bio:
I'm just your average guy. I don't label myself and i hate people labeling me
Somehow life sucks for me most of the time, oh well, better luck next time i guess
my lucky charms somehow revolves around my good friends:
Kin
Zahidah

Currently not single and not available
I Love Her

Likes:
Music
Guitars
Movies
Gigs
Chilling
Chuck Taylors
Macbeth =D
Black, Red, White

Hates:
M&Ms
Techno
Stereotypes
Last Minute Change Of Plans
Non-Understanding Parents
Two-Timers
Liars
Backstabbers
Being Broke

e-mail: corrupt_66@hotmail.com

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Qahar
Syirah
Zan
Arina
Darsh
Mirza
Mahatir
C-LA
Hazirah
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